Still trying to deal with the aftermath of my prelim paper review by the faculty, I set out at the beginning of this week to figure out what to do with the paper to turn it into something publishable. What follows is an account of my journey from frustration, through other realms of frustration, around yet more types of frustration, and finally to clarity.
Ok. My prelim paper just isn't going to cut the mustard. I have made peace with that fact. And truthfully, I think I knew that all along. I fought so hard with that paper, to the point that what came out onto the page really represented my internal struggle when writing the paper. It just wanted to be too many things, talk about too many topics, and solve too many problems. It was that realization that led me to determine that the paper was, in fact, three (or more) papers squeezed into one. What I needed to do was unpack it, figure out what my big ideas are, and make each its own paper.
Phew! Should be smooth sailing from here!
Ok. My prelim paper just isn't going to cut the mustard. I have made peace with that fact. And truthfully, I think I knew that all along. I fought so hard with that paper, to the point that what came out onto the page really represented my internal struggle when writing the paper. It just wanted to be too many things, talk about too many topics, and solve too many problems. It was that realization that led me to determine that the paper was, in fact, three (or more) papers squeezed into one. What I needed to do was unpack it, figure out what my big ideas are, and make each its own paper.
- Paper 1: Literature review of creativity research which I find applicable to music teaching and learning
- Paper 2: Drawing connections between said creativity research and research in music which should be considered creativity research
(You see, I have come to realize that the reason I couldn't find any research on my "brand" of creativity in music is because nobody is calling it creativity! People are researching it, but they are calling it other things like independence, constructivism, problem-solving, etc.) - Papers 3 and more: Practical applications of creativity research to specific components of music teaching and learning.
Phew! Should be smooth sailing from here!
My first step was to show that "creativity" in music has been hijacked by composition and improvisation and use that as a basis for why music education research, which is totally examining creativity, never uses the word creativity. So, I figured I would sift through all the back issues of Music Educators Journal, find very article which discusses creativity, and code them as either composition/ improvisation, or not. I'd then analyze whether there was a significant difference in the number of articles falling in each category.
I spent a whole day going through articles; I was feeling rather productive and motivated. But my motivation started drooping and, by the end of the day, I had to ask myself if what I was researching truly mattered. Does it matter if the majority of the articles published on creativity focus on composition/ improvisation? Does that have any bearing on trying to show that the other research examines creativity as well? And the answer I came up with was: no, it does not matter. What I should be focused on is showing the relationship between said research and creativity, not trying to detract at all from the research done on composition/ improvisation. So, a whole day wasted.
So, I started to work on tying creativity research (psychology) to music ed research (independence, constructivism, problem-solving) and realized I have waaaaaaaaaaay too much to read now that I know how much research is out there on creativity, though never mentioning creativity.
And I had another realization. This paper is just going to have to wait. I still have too much to learn before trying to write about this topic for publication. Another day wasted.
So, now I am truly frustrated. I know I need to get published. Yet, my publication efforts of the last almost year are now rendered temporarily useless. What am I going to publish? My research project is still stuck in IRB purgatory. I have nothing!
And then...
I was talking with someone at school about my second semester directing the Temple Prep Wind Ensemble. Remember how I decided to have the students sightread the spring concert after an abysmal performance at the winter concert? (No? Go back and read Season 2) Well, there is a paper aching to be written! And then I started thinking about other experiences I have had which would make good papers and I came up with a whole list!
- Temple Prep Sighreads the Concert
- Petting Zoo as a Method for Recruiting Balanced Instrumentation in Beginning Band and Orchestra
- That Time Ms. Johnson (Principal of the School) Took Beginning Violin with the 4th Graders for a Whole Semester
Remember how I thought I had to take a class to keep my assistantship? Well, I saw the dean this week and he told me I don't have to! Once I pass my prelims, I am full time, regardless of how many credits I am carrying. Woo!
In other news, Dr. C. and I are still working on the grad student journal, Graduate Perspectives in Music Education. It turns out that everyone doesn't think it is a great idea. She has been talking with her colleagues and a couple (I want to emphasize how small the number of people this represents: 2) don't like it. One said that he cannot see why we need this journal; grad students should be submitting for publication in the "established" and "rigorous" journals of the field. He cannot imagine why any grad advisor would recommend that students publish in such a journal.
So, Dr. C. has decided to do some discussing with her colleagues around the country and is getting some really great feedback. Many other professors are applauding us for having this idea and noting that this is something our field could really benefit from. So, here I am, grad student Mitch, having an idea which is already being divisive in the field. It is looking like we are going to get enough support for Dr. C. to feel confident to move forward.
I realized last week that I wrote a lot about the articles I read. So, moving forward, I am just going to discuss the articles I read which I find thought provoking, relevant, and challenging. I will, of course, still be reading the whole journal. This week, I read Journal of Music Teacher Education 26(1).
So, Dr. C. has decided to do some discussing with her colleagues around the country and is getting some really great feedback. Many other professors are applauding us for having this idea and noting that this is something our field could really benefit from. So, here I am, grad student Mitch, having an idea which is already being divisive in the field. It is looking like we are going to get enough support for Dr. C. to feel confident to move forward.
I realized last week that I wrote a lot about the articles I read. So, moving forward, I am just going to discuss the articles I read which I find thought provoking, relevant, and challenging. I will, of course, still be reading the whole journal. This week, I read Journal of Music Teacher Education 26(1).
What Can One Person Do? - Susan Conkling
Though, not a full feature article, there were some interesting points made in this piece about social justice and prejudice in America. She cited research on how children categorize people based on race, gender, ethnicity, etc. Because such categorizing happens at such a young age, the author admonished music teachers to consider the imagery in class materials. She hinted at making sure the materials used in music classes don't inadvertently cause students to categorize music making as a white male activity. She also talked about the importance of collaborative work in breaking down stereotypes and prejudice. Appropriate use of cooperative learning in music classes can help students see each other on a level playing field.
Doctoral Students in Music Education: Occupational Identity, Career Intent and Commitment, and Confidence for Teaching in Higher Education - Lisa D. Martin
This was a really cool study because it is about me!
In all seriousness, though, this study looked at music education doctoral students and their potential professional life post-graduation. The researchers found that, though doctoral students do develop an identity as a teacher mentor or teacher educator through the course of their studies, they do not perceive that others view them in the same way. I can identify with this finding. I can totally see myself as a college professor, educating the next generation of music teachers. But, I feel like those already in the professorate will view me as unqualified, green, or otherwise not ready for the task. How about that? Research that is meant to be generalizable to a larger population, and it is!
The study made note of the potential differences between online learning experiences and in person ones. The researchers suggested that online learning may do less to develop a new professional identity among doctoral students, they may be less appropriate for preparing future college professors. Since, as you might recall, I was not a fan of my online learning experience, I find this point interesting and worth future consideration.
The article made use of some statistical terms I am either unfamiliar with or less familiar with than I should be.
- Sampling Frame: a list of all items or people forming the population from which a sample is derived.
- Cronbach's Alpha: a test of reliability for survey instruments (among other uses). If I do survey research, I am going to need to have a much stronger grasp of this statistical test.
- Additionally, this study cited research on creating test instruments. If I every do a survey, I will need to make sure to read research on test creation.
- Factor Analysis: a way of grouping test questions together by theme to see how much of the variance is explained by the overarching themes. We learned this in stats, but I need to revisit it.
Toward Solving the Problem of Problem Solving: An Analysis Framework - Rebecca A. Roesler
This was another really cool study. It is a grounded theory study (grounded theory research seeks to define a theory which explains an observed phenomenon). This study looked at problem solving in one-on-one music lessons and attempted to define the components of problem-solving behavior. The researcher determined that there are 5 components to musical problem solving:
I think these components accurately describe the creative process and they are consistent with the research on creativity which I have been reading. Many psychologists consider creativity a dynamic process, comprised of an ecosystem of cognitive components. In fact, these 5 components look very similar to Runco and Chand's (1995) 5 components of creativity.
So, here, is another example of music research, which is obviously tied to creativity, which does not mention creativity. I am really starting to feel like the field of music education has let the composition and improvisation folks corner the market on creativity. But, this did give me another keyword to use in my searches for creativity-related research in music education: problem solving.
Anyway, the author makes a point of saying that problem solving is a skill which must be practiced. Though, we have an innate propensity for it, the researcher observed marked differences in the efficiency of problem solving between experienced and novice musical problem solvers. This is ammunition for the case that if students are not given opportunities in school music learning to be creative, they will not learn the skill and transfer it to non school music making.
The researcher also noted that, students and teachers will often keep their consideration of options as an internal process. For me, this creates two problems:
This was another really cool study. It is a grounded theory study (grounded theory research seeks to define a theory which explains an observed phenomenon). This study looked at problem solving in one-on-one music lessons and attempted to define the components of problem-solving behavior. The researcher determined that there are 5 components to musical problem solving:
- Establish Goals
- Evaluate Performance
- Conceive and Consider Options
- Generalize and Apply Principles
- Decide and Act
I think these components accurately describe the creative process and they are consistent with the research on creativity which I have been reading. Many psychologists consider creativity a dynamic process, comprised of an ecosystem of cognitive components. In fact, these 5 components look very similar to Runco and Chand's (1995) 5 components of creativity.
So, here, is another example of music research, which is obviously tied to creativity, which does not mention creativity. I am really starting to feel like the field of music education has let the composition and improvisation folks corner the market on creativity. But, this did give me another keyword to use in my searches for creativity-related research in music education: problem solving.
Anyway, the author makes a point of saying that problem solving is a skill which must be practiced. Though, we have an innate propensity for it, the researcher observed marked differences in the efficiency of problem solving between experienced and novice musical problem solvers. This is ammunition for the case that if students are not given opportunities in school music learning to be creative, they will not learn the skill and transfer it to non school music making.
The researcher also noted that, students and teachers will often keep their consideration of options as an internal process. For me, this creates two problems:
- if students keep their problem solving processes internal, teachers have no way of assessing their creativity, and
- if teachers keep their problem solving processes internal, students may misinterpret teachers' behavior as a model showing that problem solving is a convergent task since they only every experience one of the options the teacher considered (the final one).
- Replete: filled or well-supplied with something
- Tractable: easy to control or influence